I have never been massively into exercise. So it was a shock to me when I allowed myself to be talked into joining The British 10k London Run in July last year. I hated every second of training for it. I found running boring, lonely and stressful. Every stride was approached with foreboding. If I had to stop and walk or if I got a stitch, my insides would bubble with guilt and I would feel worse about my fitness than I did when I was oblivious to it. Completing longer runs in quicker times gave me small moments of elation – however it was no compensation for the hours of dread I experienced in the lead up to lacing up my trainers and plugging in my earphones. The day of the race snuck up on me quickly and before I could think about it I was surfing a crowd of 25,000 runners past some of London’s most iconic landmarks. Hoards of cheering spectators lined the streets of the Embankment, Pall Mall, Whitehall, Westminster Bridge and Piccadilly, all providing me with a great distraction to the hell I usually faced when running alone. It was pouring with rain, I was bursting for the loo and I was dying of thirst but there was something else, something strange was happening…I was enjoying myself. I waved at the crowds, I cheered and high-fived my running buddy and as each kilometre marking passed me by I felt like I was achieving something at last.
(Battersea Power Station and Chelsea Bridge during training run)
As the Finish post came into sight down on Whitehall, I found a surprise reserve of energy and sprinted across the line. Adrenaline pumped in my ears as I was handed my medal (the first medal I have received since I was 9 from the local cross-country running club). At this point, as I was basking in my after race glow – my running buddy decided to catch me off-guard and suggest we sign up to a half marathon. I mean, it’s only double the distance we have just run, it’ll be easy peasy. Pumped up by the atmosphere and excited to get to the nearest bar I agreed. In my endorphin fuelled haze, I stupidly agreed.
(Brighton Marina during training run)
So, here we are almost eight months later and the Eastbourne Half Marathon is only four days away. Have I been training like a machine in preparation? Of course not! As usual, I forgot all about it until recently when I had a daydream that rammed me back into reality and back into my trainers. I had a vision that I’d be carted off in an ambulance wrapped in a space blanket towards the finishing line. This simply cannot happen. Despite my lack of love for running I have discovered that I am extremely competitive, especially with myself, and there is no way that I am going to allow myself to walk, crawl or stop at any point during this run.
At the weekend, I did a trial run of 10 miles and it was surprisingly entertaining. It was 8 am on Saturday, it was snowing, and I ran along the Thames from Battersea to St Pauls taking in some great sights on the almost empty Southbank. I recognised places I have visited before and noticed some great looking restaurants and bars that I would like to visit in the future. So it isn’t all bad.
(My 10 mile route)
I’ll keep in mind my post-run refreshments and fingers crossed no-one tries to convince me to enter a full marathon next…but who knows!
(A well deserved beer!)